Empty mind is a devil's workshop : Disagree

Well sometimes it's good to fall sick for people like me. At least if forced me to take time for self introspection. So my disagreement with the statement “empty mind is a devil's workshop “is valid as of now.

Relations, work, career, studies, friends, parents, family.. Life gets screwed balancing everyone. Finally after two weeks of being nearly bedridden I feel better without any worries, any balancing act or anything which keeps me busy. It's good to leave the brain and heart blank once in a while.

Self introspection results:

1. I am happy being single.

2. I am happy what I am doing.

3. Its good to leave job and study before it's too late.

4. I have many good friend and cool friends whom I can trust.

5. I am improving my self control and have the courage to insult people, which is a good development for me.

So things are clear and i am set to begin the action allover again. Thank you god for the rejuviniation.

Love : Need or Greed

Love is the reality,

Or just a sensuality..

Believe in it or believe of it,

You'r never beware of it..

Illusion of love is what I see, as to greed of life is not I mean..

Trust who, for the one you love, Or thy loved by you...

Never a descision which I took, guided by love i flew..

llusion is what I hate most, Love is what I dream not..

Wondered how life mends, truth is what strange is,

Fiction no more has it's place, is what truth is..

Not falling in love is the best phrase, try your best for the gods grace,

Let love fall on your bruised ruins, heals love by the love of grace...

Kuch Khwaishein

Milne ki ek Khwaish hai dil mein,
Tujhe kuch aur lamhe dekhne ki khwaish hai dil mein..
Na jane kitna kuch kehna chahta hai ye dil tujhse,
Khwaish hai ki aaj mere dhadkano ki aahat ho tere dil mein..

Jane kya hua aaj hume aise,
dil mein kuch aahat hai waise..
Tu jane na kya haal hai mera o sahiba,
Yun tadpa hai tere liye aj phir waise dil mera..

Jane kahan kho gai hai tu mujse,
Chahat ki hai aas meri tujhse..
Jane na kab ayegi in bahoon mein..
Intezar karun mein mujhse, mere dhadkano se tujhko..

Kuch khwaishein hai aaj dil se..

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LOvE

Ur the source,

ur d desire,

ur my dream, oh my pie..

Oh ur my lovely illution...

Sweetheart, love you I with all my sigh..

Dreaming pie, oh all nighy aye..

Oh I am lost, going mad, going all the way to high..

Oh your dreamy eyes, I like your beautiful smile,

Love your blushing desires, oh your lovely attire..

La Laaaaa Laaa..

Waiting for you .. Oh yes.. I am waiting for you..

Oh my pie.. I am waiting for you all my life..

Oh pie.. come soon.. Oh I am waiting for you..

cHaHAt uNpluGgeD

Aasmaa hai neela, bheega hai shama.

Aankhein hai geeki, jane kya ye teri paheli..

Chand ki chandni si teri ye ada,

samundar ki gehraiyon se ye nayan,

choo jaye man ke ye tar..

tu jo ho is par, mere par..

Dil dhunde dhadkan ki ek pyaas,

chahat hi hai bus ek aas..

Jhoome dil ye tere liye,

chahat hai mera bus tere liye..

bus tere liye..

dil ye mera bus tere liye...

I am not a schedule Blogger...

Never thought that I will blog in life, well I have nothing intresting to do in life now.

I can't believe that I am done with my relationship 9 months back. All seems so superficial, hard to believe that I have broken up with my sweetheart. They say your 1st love will be your first, they say it's a state that comes once in a lifetime.

I still cannot believe that it's over. All those lovely days spent together, nites on sms, innocent dreams and strong commitments the little things which makes life beautiful and the relation special, pure.

Life seems lonely and traumatic with a pinch when I hear about my sweetheart's life. I love her so much that I can't blame this on her, blame it on destiny.

Don't know how will I get over her, Do I want to?